Make Up Your Mind

author's note: these are just a couple of things i wanted to say to Hyunjoong...hehehe

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The last time Kyujong checked the wall clock it was still 9:35PM. Now, it's 1:05AM, and he was getting rather sleepy and annoyed. But still, he felt that he needed to get it out of his chest.

Hyungjoon stared at his hyung who was pacing around the dorm's living room, HE HAS NOT COME BACK YET, HYUNG?, he asked between yawns.

Kyujong shook his head looking very irritated already. Hyunjoon figured it would be best to leave Kyu alone, or else he'll get seriously beaten up if he asks why he is waiting for Hyunjoong to come home.

A couple more minutes passed, and Kyujong was about ready to give up on his mission when he heard some keys rattling at the main door. He quickly flicked the lights open to get a clearer view of the person entering the room.

Hyunjoong stumbled at the sudden outburst of light and was surprised when he saw Kyujong standing in the hallway with arms crossed over his chest and a quizzical look spread all over his face. OW, YOU'RE STILL AWAKE?, he asked the other man in surprise.

Kyujong gave him that serious look, his expression was stern. YES, I WAS REALLY WAITING FOR YOU..., he answered his leader.

ME? WEI? DO YOU NEED ANYTHING FROM ME, Hyunjoong was startled at his sudden behavior.

YES, I WAS...WELL, AM WAITING FOR YOU, BUT I DO NOT NEED ANYTHING FROM YOU. I JUST NEED TO SAY SOMETHING., Kyujong was dead serious now and very nervous. He was not used to such kind of confrontations. Among all the SS501 members, Kyu was always the nicest. He never meddled in other people's business and never fought nor had a bickering with anyone else, not even the ever mean and self centered Jungmin.

OOKAY, DO YOU WANT TO SIT DOWN?, Hyunjoong asked still trying to recover from his initial shock.

NO, THERE'S NO NEED FOR THAT, Kyu answered, his expression still unchanged, but the tension in his voice was rather obvious now.

????!!, Hyunjoong just stared at him.

I JUST FELT I NEED TO SAY THIS, HYUNG. AND, I DO NOT MEAN TO SOUND DISRESPECTFUL, Kyu swallowed the lump forming on his throat, COULD YOU JUST MAKE UP YOUR MIND ALREADY?

Hyunjoong was confused, WHAT DO YOU MEAN?

I MEAN, ONE MINUTE YOU'RE SAYING HYORI NOONA IS YOUR IDEAL GIRL, YOU EVEN CHOSE HER OVER HWANGBO NOONA IN CHAMPAGNE, THEN YOU SAID YOU THREW A REMOTE CONTROL BECAUSE OF HYORI NOONA, BUT IN WE GOT MARRIED, YOU SAID YOU FELT LIKE SMASHING A TV WHEN YOU SAW HWANGBO NOONA'S OUTFIT IN ONE OF HER PERFORMANCES, AND YOU COMPLETELY AVOIDED HER WHEN HER VIDEO CAME OUT, LIKE SOME JEALOUS FOOL, Kyu paused for a moment to catch his breath. He was completely drawn into his rantings,

AND NOW, YOU KEEP DROPPING HINTS ABOUT HWANGBO NOONA, LIKE GETTING MARRIED BEFORE YOU TURN 30, WANTING A FAMILY, HAVING A GIRLFRIEND FOR FIVE MONTHS, DRIVING AROUND, EATING SASHIMI, GOING FISHING.

GOOD GRIEF, HYUNG, ALL OF SOUTH KOREA AND MAYBE EVEN THE REST OF ASIA KNOW YOU'VE 'OPENLY DATED' NOONA FOR 5 MONTHS IN WE GOT MARRIED, NOT INCLUDING YOUR 1ST AWKWARD MONTH OF COURSE.

THEN YOU SAID YOU WANTED A FAMILY, 2 BOYS AND 2 GIRLS TO BE EXACT.

AND, YOU WANTED TO BECOME TOM CRUISE IN YOUR NEXT LIFE, WE ALL SAW THAT TOM CRUISE PICTURE IN NOONA'S ROOM WHEN WE WERE SEARCHING FOR VIDEOS OF HER IN YOUTUBE. AND THEN THE RED NOSE THING, SERIOUSLY, HYUNG JUST MAKE UP YOUR MIND..., Kyu crossed his arms again, raising his eyebrow as if criticizing his leader.

AND OH, BY THE WAY, BABY AND I JUST FOUND OUT THE REASON WHY YOU REQUESTED, NO, PLEADED FOR THE REINDEER HEAD BAND FOR OUR CONCERT, AND WHY YOU THREW A HISSY FIT WHEN YOU WERE NOT THE ONLY ONE WEARING IT, WE VISITED HWANGBO NOONA'S MINIHOMPY THE OTHER DAY, AND WE SAW THE REINDEER...

SO, PLEASE, PLEASE MAKE UP YOUR MIND!!! IS IT HWANGBO OR HYORI NOONA??? BECAUSE IF YOU ASK ME, I LIKE HWANGBO NOONA BETTER, Kyu had that disdainful look in his eyes, and when he finished his speech, he left muttering to himself.

Hyunjoong just stood there, dumbfounded. His brows suddenly crossed at the realization, WERE THE HINTS I DROPPED REALLY THAT OBVIOUS ALREADY? IF KYU AND BABY THOUGHT I WAS TOO OBVIOUS, DID BUIN NOTICE ALREADY?, he asked himself.

Suddenly, his heart was racing. He was nervous, but a wide grin was spread on his lips. AISH!! WHY DO I FEEL LIKE A HIGHSCHOOLER HAVING A CRUSH FOR THE FIRST TIME??, he grumbled to himself as he opened his bedroom door.