Longing, Passion, Love

sigh..another if-only moment involving my fave wgm couple...

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You toss and turn, you roll over, tried to sleep on your side, on your back, you even tried to hide your face under your biggest, fluffiest pillow, but nothing helped. When you try to close your eyes, the exact same thing happens. It has been two days since you were able to sleep soundly at night. You’re tired, but something just happens when you close your eyes. You have not closed your eyes tonight. Afraid that it might happen again. But within a matter of minutes, your lids become too heavy and you start dozing off. Within seconds you were transported to another dimension. Then, it happened again.

Your lips form into a tiny smile as he reached out his hand and wrapped her arms around your tiny waist. You gasp as he brushes your lips with the softest warmest kiss. As the kiss deepens, you find yourself breathless. He breaks the kiss, and you hide your face on his chest, feeling embarrassed at how he makes you feel with the just the simplest kisses. When he lifted your chin and tucked a lock of hair behind your ears, his fingers lingered on your face, tracing the outline of your jaw then the bridge of your nose. His slightest touch sends shivers to your spine, and you turn jelly inside. He kisses you again. This time more provocative, more sensual. Teasing. Encouraging. Pleasing your every senses. He presses you to the wall, and you let him. The kiss deepens. His hands exploring your slender neck, down to its base making the hairs at the back of your neck stand. He traces your collarbone with his fingers, then follows it with a series of butterfly kisses. You feel a tingling sensation, and God knows how much you like it. He pulls you closer, so close that all your guards and defenses are shattered…

You woke up, cursing yourself. HOW CAN I LET A YOUNG BOY DO THIS TO ME?, you ask yourself. Deep inside your heart, you have been longing for him, yearning for his touch. Truth is, you have been missing him so much that phone conversations were not enough. You reminded yourself not to be greedy, but what can you do when you heart defies everything that your brain says. You love him, and even that confession is an understatement to how you really feel for him. Unlike what the viewers saw from the reality show, he was the spoiler. He was the one who did everything for you when you became his girl, and even when you insist to do some chores or cook for him, he throws a fit. He’s a spoiler and you became the spoiled selfish brat who only wants him for yourself. And this was evidence enough.. It’s only been two days since you last saw him, but your heart is hurting and missing him so d@mn much. You could not close your eyes because all you’ll ever see is him. NOW, I KNOW WHAT FALLING HEAD OVER HEELS INLOVE MEANS, you tell yourself. You cannot even begin to imagine how this happened or when this started. Sleep, that’s what you need, but there would not be any sleep tonight when your heart silently begins to ache. You are silently yearning for him. You try counting backwards, then proceeded to counting sheep.1….2…..3….4….5…52…..53….321…...433…DINDONG!…NO, NEXT TO 433 IS 434, you muttered. DING DONG! You stop counting and rub your eyes. It is 2:25am, and you’re not dreaming and someone is definitely ringing your doorbell. You quickly throw a thin robe over your shoulders and walked towards the front door.

SURPRISE!, the guest said. You stand there frozen, he walks towards you and give you a peck on the cheek and a nice warm hug. But you still stood there, in shock, completely lost.

SHILLANG?, was all you could utter. He gives you another hug before he steps into your apartment and sat on the couch. He stares at you as you walk towards him. He was supposed to be in China or at least that’s where you thought he would be. You watch him as he makes himself comfortable. Suddenly, his eyebrows furrowed, and you know exactly why. You try to close your robe. You were wearing one of those skimpy nightgowns.

DO YOU ALWAYS ANSWER THE DOOR WEARING ONLY THAT BUIN?, an awkward silence.

OF COURSE NOT, you defensively answered, I WAS ABOUT TO SLEEP WHEN I HEARD---just then Hyunjoong stood up. In two long graceful strides, he was infront of you, dangerously too close. Without a word, he wrapped his arms around you and kissed you with so much longing and passion.

You found yourself lying on your bed, how you got there you did not know, but what’s important is that this time everything was not a dream. He was there for real.

As you both lay there, sated, quiet, shocked at how much passion and hunger and love you had for each other, the rest of the world wakes up as the sun rises.

ARE YOU ALRIGHT, HYEJUNG? DID—DID I HURT YOU?, he asked.

You take in deep breaths, then smiled, DID YOU MISS ME THAT MUCH, SHILLANG?, remembering the wild passionate coupling.

AISH!! I COULD NOT SLEEP BECAUSE OF YOU HWANGBO HYE JUNG. I WAS ALWAYS THINKING OF YOU. I COULD NOT EVEN WAIT FOR OUR FLIGHT THIS MORNING. I KNEW I HAD TO SEE YOU. I NEEDED TO TOUCH YOU, TO FEEL YOU.

Hyunjoong snuggled closer, not minding how sweaty they’ve both become. You giggled.

AND I THOUGHT I WAS GOING CRAZY, you whispered. SO THIS IS LOVE, you thought.

I AM SO INLOVE WITH YOU, KIM HYUNJOONG, she proudly announced.

I, TOO, HWANGBO HYEJUNG, AM MADLY IN LOVE WITH YOU, Hyunjoong declared pulling her closer in his sweet embrace.

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