Breathless

author's note: this is not new. i'm still in between contemplating on taking a loooooooooooooooooooong hiatus or completely evicting myself from the writing bandwagon as I said before...having a writer's block is tough, tougher than the long fic i tried writing...

my PB note: while listening to my mp3 player on my mini road trip to the south, one song was stuck on my mind, breathless by shayne ward. when i returned home, there were some things stuck in my brain. since i do not want to be tossing and turning when i go to bed, i just had to write it down as fast as i could.

i'm really sorry if the story does not seem clear. i'm really sleepy, but i need to empty my head first. i'll try my best to modify this tom.

this has been modified a bit, but it seemed like nothing’s changed….maybe the word ‘breathless’ was not mentioned as much as in the original one....hheheehhee

comments, opinions, suggestions, violent reactions and corrections (to grammar and spelling) are highly appreciated.

also, thanks to all those who commented on the other fic/s.

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Hyunjoong rested his back comfortably on the black leather couch inside SS501’s dressing room at MBC. He was scheduled for yet another interview after the group’s performance. He was feeling especially good today. He has been feeling the overwhelming sense of happiness these days, and he knew exactly why. He beamed at the reporter when she sat in front of him, showing off his perfect sparkling white teeth. The reporter smiled back, knowing she will get a good interview today since Kim Hyunjoong was in a good mood.

“How are you, Hyunjoongssi?”, she asked as the camera started rolling.

“Never better. How about you, Miss Park?”, Hyunjoong felt like being polite today.

“I’m fine. So, let’s start, shall we?!”, the lady reporter wasted no time in getting down to business, “Please talk about your new solo album. I heard it has 10 new songs.”

Hyunjoong happily talked about his songs and even cited a few of his favorite lines.

SS201 were impatiently waiting for someone at the corner just right beside the door.

“Argh! What’s taking her so long???!!!”, Baby squirmed in his seat.

Jungmin was staring blankly at his new Lime Green Corby until it vibrated in his hands.

“They’re here!!”, the horse announced a little too loudly. His face turned red when he realized he just disrupted the interview. “Please continue”, he smiled sweetly at the reporter and made a hand gesture.

There was a soft rapping at the wooden door, then it swung open.

Everyone’s attention turned to the lady who entered the room. Pushing a dark blue stroller, she entered, smiled and greeted the people inside the room. Even in her ‘pooped on’ gray pants, hot pink tank top, a pair of Ipanema, messy bun on top of her head and big, dark sunglasses carrying a heavy looking baby bag, she still caught everyone’s eyes. Hyunjoong and the reporter turned towards the door to see who came in.

“Ahhh, it’s Hwangbo.”, Miss Park sighed and gave Hyunjoong a smile.

Hyunjoong continued to stare at the graceful woman who entered the door. His lips tweaked into a small smile, and his eyes twinkled at the sight of her.

“So, how is it being married to a Goddess?”, Miss Park teased the mesmerized Hyunjoong.

“It’s like eating ambrosia everyday”, he wittingly answered and smiled wryly at the reporter. “It’s like never ending bliss…”

At this time, Hwangbo waved at Hyunjoong and then bowed to the reporter from where she was standing. She was always gracious and refined in public places. And, she never meddled when he was at work.

As Baby and Jungmin were fuzzing over the stroller, Baby panicked when he found out it was empty.

“Where is the baby, Hyungsonim?”, Jungmin asked Hwangbo with panic stricken eyes.

“What do you mean? Heejin isn’t there?”, Hwangbo decided to play with them.

“Heejin is being kidnapped”, Hyori haughtily announced as soon as she entered the door then smiled at the two young masters. She was carrying the baby in her arms, then handed her over to Kyujong who was right behind her.

She and Hwangbo let out a hearty laughter when they saw SS201’s enraged eyes.

“I have to go. Thanks for letting me carry your cute little princess”, Hyori told Hwangbo.

“My pleasure”, she winked at her.

“Bye boys..”, Hyori walked out of the dressing room with a mischievous smile then gave Heejin a peck on the cheeks.

“You!”, Baby said pointing at Hwangbo.

“Yah!!!”, Jungmin cried putting down the stroller’s screen cover.

There were a few seconds of intense silence as Hwangbo tried to control her laughter. It was only broken by a gurgling sound that Heejin made.

The baby girl was flailing her arms and making happy gurgling sounds as Youngsaeng plays peek-a-boo with her.

The mood suddenly became happy again.

“Come to Uncle Hyungjun, Heejin.”, Baby tried to coax the six month old child.

“Here Princess, I have a gift for you”, Jungmin bribed the youngster. “Hand her over, Kyu”

Youngsaeng and Kyujong held on to Heejin,

“No way!”, Youngsaeng blurted out then signaled Kyujong to run out with Heejin.

The room was filled with laughter as Baby and Jungmin ran after the other two like a bunch of 12 year olds.

“Hey, be careful”, the amused yet worried father called after his members.

He looked warily at his wife who was arranging some baby things. His heart started to beat in a normal pace again when she gave him a reassuring smile.

“So, I can see the reason why this album is full of happiness and love”, the reporter teased him again. “You know, it’s so amusing to watch the two of you. There’s just so much love”

Hyunjoong smiled at Miss Park’s comments.

“I just wanted to ask, Hyunjoong, why Hwangbo? People have different reasons for loving the people they love, so can you share your reasons for choosing Hwangbo over the rest of the female population?”, she asked

Hyunjoong was speechless. He peeked at his wife who sat at the corner of the room waiting patiently for him.

She still had the same small waist, the same round bottom, the same caramel skin, the same long bridge nose, the same full, luscious lips and the same sexy charm and beauty that always made her stand out in a group of good looking celebrities.

He keenly recalled the reasons why he decided it was her for life.

Scenes kept flooding his mind.

The very first time he saw her band’s unique music video…

The smile that broke out on her lips when she heard him confess his true feelings for her and
the expression in her eyes that made him feel all fluffy inside….

That day when she said, she loved him, too….

When she closed her eyes and let him kiss her for the first time..

When they fought for the first time and she held back her tears although she was hurt by the things he said and did… When she looked at him that day, his heart melted…

When he realized he could not go on without her and asked for forgiveness, she gladly took him back. And when he held her in his tight embrace, tears ran down his cheeks…

When she smiled and tried to hold back the tears as he left for another concert in Japan knowing knew she will miss him..

When they fought nail and tooth for their relationship, despite the many adversaries, she held on and bravely fought every storm with him…

When he realized that she was the one for her, he wasted no time and asked her to marry him. He fondly recalled the moment she said, yes.

When she walked down the aisle even in the simplest wedding gown, she was like a Goddess. Her beauty always seemed to shine through.

When they make love and she looks at him with those seductive eyes….

When she announced that she was pregnant with Heejin, the happiness was overwhelming.

When she gave birth to their precious princess, gave the tiny writhing body for Hyunjoong to hold and whispered ever so softly to Heejin’s ear, “This is your daddy, Heejin”, she gave him another valuable gift.

All those moments in their lives and all those memories of him, of her, of Heejin, one thing was for sure other than the love they had for each other, she always left him in awe and breathless.

And even now when he looks at her and she flashes him that awesome smile, he is breathless.

He looked at the floor as if contemplating on an answer to Miss Park’s question.

He let out a faint laugh, “I chose Hwangbo Hyejung over the rest because she always leaves me in awe and leaves me breathless. My love for her and her love for me keeps me breathless. And without her in my life, I might not be able to breathe again”

Hyunjoong jeered, “It’s really complicated if I try to explain it, but when I look at her, it seems like everything is quite simple. It’s just that there are no words to describe it.”

Miss Park smiled at him, “I’m happy to see you happy and very much in love, young man.”, she said and patted his back.

After concluding the interview, Hyunjoong walked over to Hwangbo who fell asleep.

He stared at her for a moment.

“Yeobo..”, he gently woke her. “We can go now. Let’s get Heejin from the boys”

Hwangbo opened her eyes, like Sleeping Beauty after the Prince’s kiss. He stared intently at her. She smiled at him. Right then and there, he was breathless.

Hyunjoong wrapped his lovely wife in a tight embrace and whispered, “Hwangbo Hyejung, why do you always leave me breathless..”
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I found a joongbo video of breathless in youtube. It’s really nice. I recommend y’all watch.

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